Gothic-Phantom-Zero

Heleasher has stated an AMAZING announcement 8D!!! She has created a Patron!!!

*giggles* I told her when she created it and went live I would help spread thee word B3!!! So that's what I'm going to do!!! *runs around linking to different places* OH! Before I forget XD The link to her Journal Post...go on show some love 8D!!! And within her post is her Patron Link but just in case ya can't get to it I shall link it here as well so you can go directly to Heleasher's Patron 83 Show this amazing artist so AWESOME love, show support, and spread thee word 8D!!!

Heleasher's Journal :
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Direct Link to Heleasher's Patron Page 8D!!! :
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*mews* 8D!!!

Well...I was going to post a picture...but...I just can't bring myself to do it. It just makes me cry more. I might try later...in a few days. But this way, ain't any easier...*already crying again* My little Lyger Zero passed. First Radar, now Lyger. The rain just keep falling harder and harder. *sighs* He was my second cat. Socks was first, Lyger was second. He was my lover cat. He would ALWAYS want to be near you...and by near I mean on...and the face was not off limits. It ain't a lie that a human can get hairballs. His fave place was to lay in my crossed legs. He'd curl in a ball, purr, and just fall asleep there. The main thing Lyger was known for...he would give you a hug. When things were always bad...I could always count on a real hug from him. He'd almost lunge at you with both paws/arms out and then they'd curl around your neck as he purred. And just so you wouldn't let go; he wouldn't use his actual claws but he'd use his 'thumb' claws to hold you close so you never felt like you were going to slip away. His head would pit under your chin almost like he was telling you to 'keep your chin up'. He always loved looking outside...his eyes would just glow this most amazing lime/gold like color. I could tell...he missed being outside sooo much!!! He started out that way though, being outside. When...well...he found us. People liked to dump pets in town thinking they would be safer. Back then it might of been safer because of the few elderly women that lived here would feed them and take great care of them. It started out as soo many. With the cat we had...my sister's cat. We had food so we would feed the outside ones that came up crying for food. My gosh they were SO skinny. But as time went on the elderly women passed away one by one. We didn't want them to starve. Only 3 were left that ever came back. A white one with this oddballish silver 'Y' on his forehead, a silver/grey (what we thought was a kitten), and a Orange tabby which mom hated XD (long story). The white cat, who was male, decided that our home was his territory and would attack any other stray or town pet cat (people here use to let them 'outside' to do they business). He was so strong for a cat who was basically skin and bones. Little by little...we were able to get closer and closer and soon...Yes! We got to pet him. He didn't like it at first...but what cat would if they just got touched by someone they didn't know? So again little by little he got closer and closer and closer. And then finally...at that point where...he feels like a pet. You are able to hold him, pet him, brush him, play with him (though not the smartest XD), and yeah call him by name. My sister wanted to name him 'Toby'...so while he was outside for a bit we'd try to call him by that. But he never responded...I said, maybe out of curiosity, 'Lyger?' he responded to it! So, Lyger it is!!! He stayed outside most of his life until one day...he just came in like he was a dog. He loved tormenting Ginger, our late German Shepard. Lyger would sit on top of the roof, because the little snot figured out a way to climb the grand tree we have in the front yard to the roof. One little meow from Lyger is all it took to get Ginger barking. Few months after the second to last elderly women who helped take care of the cats past away. The town decided to change their ordinance that the wild cats were going to be live trapped, tested to see if they could ever be adopted out, or put to sleep. So we had decided we couldn't let that happen. Lyger then was a permanent house cat. Sadly, none of the cats they trapped were ''adoptable''...8( Lyger got fixed after...X3 with Mew and yeah...a papa to 5 kittens. Happily homed, Zeros; who looks like his dad, Lyger, (male), M&Ms; who looks like Mew thus Mini Mew or M&Ms (male), Snow and Jewel; who too looked like their father (both female), and lastly Raven; the oddball of the bunch, almost pure grey like a russian blue with Mew's tabby marks but they are super faded (also female).  He had a long long life. We figured Lyger to be about 15 to 17 yrs old. No telling how old he was before we met him. Though he was no kitten that's for sure XD His last moments...he was crying so I figured he needed another pain pill to help or was out of water. He didn't want to eat...he wouldn't even touch his favorite, Salmon. But as I petted him to let him know I was there...he purred...I picked him up and held him close. And...he let out a little meow...and...passed...


From that day on though. We do NOT turn away a hungry cat or kitten that might come crying to our door. We see one in need of food, water, or love...we will always try our best to help. We opened the bottom of our outside deck so any or all the cats have a place to escape the rain, sun, winter, or another cat. They may call this home for as long as they like and are welcome to leave and come back when they want to. It's sad they don't trust no one anymore. That they remain all wild. But, wild or not. They still have a home and are still loved.


If I ain't online don't worry about me. I would just like to sit/lay in bed...under my covers...and enjoy some alone time and watch movies on my dvr. These last few weeks have just been so...I don't know. I...just don't feel up to be my 'Zero' self and talking with anyone right now. I tried today and the last few days but...I can't bring anything to mind to talk about other then random crap. ...I'm sorry I'm not very talkative anymore. I'm sorry I just can't be myself.

''The Legend of Korra'' ROCKS!!!

I can't believe how amazing it was!!!

I thought naw it's going to be the same...but I didn't get to see
the end of the last season so I don't know honestly how it ended.

BUT DAMN!!! I loved it so much!!! I can't wait till next Saturday to
see it!!!

LOL!!! My hands can't keep up...but I sure wish I could learn
of the moves they use 8D!!! That'd be soooo AWESOME!!!

*poofs*